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1.
I wont keep living this way, I cannot let this pass, I was not meant to be here, This time I will make it last, Before I take my last breath and exit this world, You will know, What I stand for, I live in this sound, And I will find my way back home, To the place once loved and known, Where I’ve shaped the man I’ve become, To the place where I come from, This not my life, This is not my place, But this is all I’ve come to know And if you don’t think I am worth a goddamn thing to you, Let it be clear that I am not impressed with what you do And I will find my way back home, To the place once loved and known, Where I’ve shaped the man I’ve become, To the place where I come from, I will not die not on this day, I will take back what belongs to me, A life I fight for without you, This is all I could ask for, Now watch your empire burn before your eyes, Feel the wrath inside me, With each step you take you ignore the signs, I am the flame that engulfs you, I will not die not on this day, I will take back what belongs to me, A life I fight for without you, This is all I could ask for, Burn
2.
Give up, give in. Trapped in the corner once again. Give up, give in. I can't shake the Devil's grin. I'm trying so hard to get things straight. Everything single thing I do puts my sanity at stake. I'm just sitting here in fear that the Reaper is so near. Show me what I’m missing, is the answer just not clear? I don’t feel human anymore. Is it even worth it just to be shaking on the floor? Whats the difference? I don’t want this. Dead to the world once more. Fuck Rejected, Infected by the gloom birthed in my heart. Give up, give in. Trapped in the corner once again. Give up, give in. I can't shake the Devil's grin. My depression has been messing with my head it’s hard to see Anything not interacting with my anxiety. Now I'm popping pills to calm these chills; Bottle's open on the floor-- Drowning in my sorrows, what the fuck am I living for? I'm sorry, I'm trying to be something I'm not. The gloom is looming; it's so near to take all of this pain and turn it into fear. I’m not human anymore. It's not worth it to be here just shaking on the floor. There's no difference, I am worthless. I can't take it anymore. Bitch, I'll drag myself across the floor and open up Death's door. I’ll drag myself across the floor. I'll open up Death's door. I’m not human anymore.
3.
I've been hearing the world obscured by the distance • I've been seeing myself fractured in shattered glass And I'll be leaving • I'll be leaving when you go • I'm never going home • And I'll be waiting • I'll be waiting for your call • I'm never going home I never noticed the veil right before my eyes • I never understood the indifference of time (of time) • Time heals nothing • And I've been waiting for your call The quiet calm of the night paint the blackest of blues in the moonlight • Until the break of day • Every ending the same • We know the story, the game we play, we want it to change • Ignorance devastates When I awoke • Your warmth • Where'd it go • Where'd you go And when the tables turn, you just throw your word in • I just hope your fine but lately you've been running out • You've been running out • Feeling like it's over now • Feeling like it's over now • I've been searching for anyway to be loved and be learning how • To be learning how • Lately I've been learning how I've been hearing the world obscured by the distance • I've been seeing myself fractured in shattered glass And I'll be leaving • I'll be leaving when you go • I'm never going home • And I'll be waiting • I'll be waiting for your call • I'm never going home
4.
If I can forget my pain I have to learn how it starts, how it ends And if you try hunting me I don‘t feel sorry, do you feel sorry for me Standing on the edge, let me breathe again The river is awake, let me breathe again Let me breathe again If I was drowning, drowning in deep You‘re standing at the ship Watching me bleed And if you try hunting me I don‘t feel sorry, do you feel sorry for me Standing on the edge, let me breathe again The river is awake, let me breathe again Standing on the edge, let me breathe again The river is awake, let me breathe again My lungs full of water, my hands are feeling dry Let me breathe again We‘re drowning in circles for time after time Let me breathe again You took my life
5.
I was so captivated The things that you demonstrated I will remember you And now I'm turned to stone Left for dead all alone Caught in your web of lies I wanna be free from the death in your eyes I wanna pretend that I'm not going to die I wanna be free, I wanna be free I wanna be free to mean something Just run away from everything I can't believe that I trusted you Empty promises that all fell through And now you've got me in the palm of your hand Say what you mean Please set me free You kept me here while I waste away You've got a point to prove I see it on your face You are the serpents daughter I wanna be free from the death in your eyes I wanna pretend that I'm not going to die I wanna be free, I wanna be free I wanna be free to mean something Just run away from everything I wanna be free, I wanna be free I wanna be free to mean something Just run away from everything I wanna be free, I wanna be free I wanna be free to mean something Just run away from everything I wanna be free from the death in your eyes I wanna pretend that I'm not going to die I wanna be free, I wanna be free I wanna be free to mean something Just run away from everything
6.
Arise, oh sleeper Are your eyes too blind to see That pride be your downfall Living life of which you hate Staring at the brokenness you made Thinking what have I become When the repercussions don’t dissipate Til there is nothing left of you Oh when will you wake And see that pride be your downfall You’re not as big as you think you are at all The clock keeps on ticking Your season is ending Cause we are not alone Your words will be ceasing when you see the damage that you have done Arise, oh sleeper Are your eyes too blind to see That pride be your downfall But one day I hope you see the anguish in your eyes All the blood on your hands The loss that you caused They reached out in hope And you spit in their face If you stay on this path You’ll surely meet your fate To die alone, a vagabond Arise, oh sleeper Are your eyes too blind to see That pride be your downfall The clock keeps on ticking Your season is ending Cause we are not alone Your words will be ceasing when you see the damage that you have done Living life of which you hate Staring at the brokenness you made Thinking what have I become You went your own way And paid the price A life without love Without a purpose Remember when you were so full of hope But your world choked it out Now a hollow heart Dead to feel you’re living in the endgame We’re all living in the endgame
7.
Paralyzed by the fracture between us. Consumed by a hue of emotions. Lull minds wander along the spectrum. across crystal spheres persuade the careless points of my heart nostalgia takes hold of our mental frames project us across Ebonic scapes. What has become of our nexus? The shifting of different dimensions we are witness to structured desicration Splitting our bodies into fragments through time and space rearranged Changed up my life and mind You had no hope, I gave you mine Broken down and analyze The constant lies while you looked right in my eyes I gave you took it all I'm all alone, I feel so small Broken down and analyze This hopelessness from the Broken hands of time We facade these mixed complexions to condone vain perceptions. our lust so amorous mask of amethyst your touch so cancerous my words, blissful ignorance our tears cold and innocent embrace the scars you hate or perish by your humble blade Changed up my life and mind You had no hope, I gave you mine Broken down and analyze The constant lies while you looked right in my eyes I gave you took it all I'm all alone, I feel so small Broken down and analyze This hopelessness from the Broken hands of time Is my heart still beating? I can't feel my chest I keep on looking forward All i see are grains of sand That keep on crashing Am I still moving Are my feet in stone? I'm on my own and hopeless While these grains of sand Keep on crashing............... DOWN paralyzed by the fracture between us I see you fading out in flashes eternal axiom make our minds your sanctuary bind our thoughts and souls like anguish and desire.
8.
With words like shivers You try to cut me up. But I can see right through you. Don't lose face, so drive another wedge Between us Hate driven by pride and the a hole Below me. It drags me in cause I never learned how to swim In a sea of lies. Pull me in like a Riptide. I am the one to blame Cause we both know that you're never wrong. But why should you swallow your pride When you're not willing to fix The damage that's already done. Between us Hate driven by pride and the hole Below me. I‘m sinking in and I don’t even know If it’s worth the fight. Pull me in like a Riptide . It's 4AM in the morning. I'm staring into the street lights. I know I'm drunk and I shouldn't be calling you for the third time. But I am about to drown. You said that what we had was gold But I just couldn't bear the weight. I guess it's time to let you go Before this love turns into hate. Tell me, what is left to say? You know we're better off this way. I tried to point out the best of me But it was never enough. I poured my heart out to make you see You were the one that I loved. You were the essence of all my dreams That kept me up at night. Please don't devour me. Just blow my heart to pieces. Tell me what has come Between us? Hate driven by pride and the hole Below me. It drags me in Cause I never learned how to swim In a sea of lies. And I don’t even know if it’s worth the fight.
9.
Let go. I feel my demons smothering me and I am weak I feel the ground crumble beneath of me. Selfish entitled apparition I always feel your presence when you're listening to me. Let me see what's become forged in the fire Let me see who the fuck I really am this damage been pulled apart from my frame. Entity, I feel that you'll never leave me I feel you'll never see me for the person I really am. Let me sleep, give me room to breathe (Every moment counted down to the minute) our souls disagree. (I fear for my life when you're in it) A lifeless body leaning against me another broken promise to myself another night of lies deafened by daylight. Sinking thoughts piercing into my chest I'll never fucking be alone again the memory of the dagger will sink. Sink. sink, sink, sink into me. Our soul will be paid in full I see the demons in my head I see the demons in your eyes Let me see what's become forged in the fire I see the demons in my head I see the demons in my eyes Entity, I feel that you'll never leave me I feel you'll never leave me. Let me sleep, give me room to breathe (Every moment counted down to the minute) our souls disagree, the truth is you're my enemy Entity, I feel you'll never leave me I feel my sense of self leaving, a black hole in my body (hole in my body) you've always had little regard for me but when you're with me there's no feeling. Entity, I hope you never leave me I hope you never leave me Entity, I hope you never leave
10.
I've got to try Escape the lie and live my life And look to you for something new I've got to take Every chance that I can make Got to keep pushing through It's been years since I have seen The warmth of integrity Tearing open all my dreams Leaving only misery We drink the poison our minds give And wonder why we feel so sick We fill our chests with lies and hope And wonder why we fail to cope It's caving in around me I don't think I will make it out alive (How can we cope, when there's no hope) Bitter and bleak I know But I've got to find a way to survive (How can we cope, when there's no hope) How can I warm to you when you're so cold Even worse cause I gave you my heart to hold How can we cope (I've got to try) When there's no hope How can I warm to you when you're so cold I've got to try Escape the lie and live my life Satisfied
11.
Utopia is a ghost town, The market has changed, so I am told (So) go on then, place your bets right now, Who will sponsor the end of the world? Values – Wrong; Honor – Done We’ve been gambling to see who pulls the plug Integrity – None; Denial – Strong Apathy is the new millennium’s drug Let’s roll the dice (And) if we still live Let’s roll it twice Would the last one to die please turn of the light? The Machine is well fed All aboard, destination abyss There’s still a word we can say Playing Russian roulette every four years Resist – Not; All hope – Gone (We) mortgage our life for a bitter death Denial – Strong; Denial We’ll only own ourselves after the final breath If you still think that you are free, you just gave up to slavery Let’s roll the dice (And) if we still live Let’s roll it twice Would the last one to die please turn of the light?
12.
I am my own man. I won’t be silenced. I walk my own path. This is just the beginning. This is the flood. The fountain of life. That waves crash, From choices. Follow the front. Or choose your own way. Break the chains that hold you, Down. That hold you down. This is just a thought that I am feeling. Is this just a vision that I’m seeing? Run your lies and speak your mind, You know that I’ll be fine. You ruin the ties now lost in time, You see without your eyes. You speak. All your, Lies. Blessings can be found when, Things are dark. I’ll hold this out. If you could, Just clear your thoughts. Your bias would soon disappear. Playout my life, Seems you know what it’s like. But you’re still stuck in the past. I am my own man. I won’t be silenced. I walk my own path. With or without you. Blessings can be found when, Things are dark. I’ll hold this out. It’s funny you said, Judgements a bitter end. Now your words shift. Revealing that you’re a hypocrite. Hypocrite! I won’t waste any more time. Losing myself, To your disguise. Breaking my mindset made me realize that, My life is mine. Don’t you ever take, My life away. I won’t stand astray. Don’t you ever take, My life away. Blessings can be found when, Things are dark. I’ll hold this out. If you stick around only just to tear it down, Kick you to the curb while I stand my own ground. I got the ones I need! Unless they break the leash. Unless they break the leash. Unless they break!
13.
Is that hard? No, it isn't. Let's back to the days when we had a reason to live, just to live. Was all fine? No, it wasn't. But we had hope, and ground to start all over. Go rise up, try seek it again. Don't let your light go out. I will be reborn. No matter what they say, I know it's up to me. It's all up to me, all up to me, so I must be reborn The only way out to leave behind this cruel hopelessness is walk through the fire. Do me a favour, there is no reason to bring up the past. I am rising above. Do me a favour, there is no reason to be feared of wind, when your roots are deep in ground. “When you pass through the waters, I'll be with you; And through the rivers, they won't overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be scorched, Nor will the flame burn you”. I have redeemed you, do not fear. Do me a favour, and leave behind this cruel hopelessness. There is a reason. Do me a favour, there is no reason to bring up the past. Do me a favour, there is no reason to be feared of wind. Do me a favour, I'll be trying, I'll be looking, I'll be fighting. Do me a favour, I'll be trying, I'll be looking, I'm not giving up.
14.
In the beginning Everything was perfect Or so it seemed to be Now what's left is nothing but misery I feel I feel it taking everything from me It steals the very breath that keeps me from defeat By now you've seen The very worst part of me I'm past the point of letting go And I will let you watch me bleed I feel I feel it taking everything from me It steals the very breath that keeps me from defeat And I know Unless I fight It'll drain the life from me This is it This is where I take back what you took from me Everything That I hold close has crumbled at my feet The choice is mine to rise above And I won't let you watch me bleed I feel I feel it taking everything from me It steals the very breath that keeps me from defeat And I know Unless I fight It'll drain the life from me This is it This is where I take back what you took from me

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Blackened Promotions revisits the underground world of Metalcore for our 5th compilation album.

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released July 6, 2019

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Blackened Promotions is here to bring the underground music scene to the public ear! Operating mainly through facebook, BP has seen the rise of many amazing acts such as Mask of Morana, A Scarlet Gospel and many, many more! Want to get your band some publicity through free lyric videos, audio/visuals, reviews, post boosts, contests and compilations? Get in touch with us on Facebook! ... more

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